I don't know. I am confused and asking myself, if you are deserving of my trust. After what had happened, I started have a doubt if I should trust you again. I know how good our friendship before but since that thing happened between us I became more aloof and it’s hard for me to give my 100% trust. I think even we become okay again as a friend our bonding and trust we have before will not be the same again. There were things that need to changed after what happened and it’s really hard for me to trust people around me. I am afraid to give my trust because they're who can ruin my life. I don't feel secured every time I think of those who I accept they are true friend but behind that they have bad intentions. I know we are not safe to have those kinds of people around us but we didn’t know who have good intention and a bad one. It's hard to choose a person to become our true friend..